Sometimes I wish I didn’t know some of the things that came to my knowledge. Especially when there’s nothing I can do about it.
And in this recent case, I knew I really didn’t want to know the revelation the moment I heard about it. It’s when both your head and heart agreed it was not gonna be good!
But another tiny little part of me was silently glad to know it. It’s a nice thing to know, other than the part where I have no control over any next actions. And I started to notice the details I’ve been missing out before.
Funny how you can be so oblivious of something or someone until they bring a meaning to you. And how you wish you can turn back time and at least be more appreciative of them.
So right here I just want to thank you, if you happen to come across this. Thank you for letting me know even indirectly. And thank you for the little memories I tried hard to grasp and still can’t make any connection but I know it’s there. Regardless of what is your current state of mind, I just want you to know that it’s nice to know that.