It has been a while since I write something serious here. And here I am again, after 5 months from Part 2. I am still in the quest of finding my own self.
Have you ever felt like you are at a crossroad, it’d be easier if it was just left or right, but it wasn’t. In fact there are too many paths ahead, and from there, there could be more sub-paths, and you have no damn idea which to choose.
At the moment that’s where I am. So hello, if you happen to be here too.
I know all those live-in-the-present-forget-about-the-past-don’t-think-about-the-future craps. But right now that won’t work on me. I am kinda realistic person. Can’t help myself from thinking all the possibilities (maybe not all, some, I can’t predict the future now can I?) that could have happened, or would happen. Whichever path I take, I know I’ll definitely learn something out of it. I’m just not sure if I can afford to make more mistakes.
In 2007 I know I have made one of the biggest mistake in my life. But I don’t really regret it. I know that mistake was the reason I am who I am today, good or bad. I believe mostly valuable. I now learn what I need to make sure don’t become of me.
…to be continued…