That feeling

That feeling you have when you’re no longer needed
When your existence is no longer recognized
When all the hopes you had vanished into the thin air
When all the dreams you had turned into your worst nightmares
When the colourful world you once knew changed into just black & white scenes
When all you have is just memories, of all the happy times you had
When you know there’s no one else out there that you can speak to, of all your darkest stories
And all you have is just your own meaningless words
That you speak only to your own self
Well, it’s just kinda sucks.